Monday, April 30, 2012

My Identity

David Levinson
English 114B
Professor Dinsmore
M/W 11:00
My Identity
            If you saw me walking down the street the way I dress, you might think that I’m weird.  The thing is, you are seeing my style, what you haven’t seen is my identity and history that has influenced it.  Space often influences how I dress too, depending on if I’m going to school, the store, and even my house.  Not only does space influence my identity, but I also influence some spaces such as my room, house, online.  Identity doesn’t only apply to my physical attributes, but can also apply to media.  When on Facebook, I change my pictures, and account, and then pick who gets to see it.  Also if I’m playing an online game, I can change my identity to be whom ever I want.  My identity has an effect on so much more then just my life. 
            “What’s up with the wolf shirt?” a question I get asked somewhat often, because my shirts of choice are wolf shirts.  Wolf shirts are usually acid washed, featuring at least one wolf in nature, usually howling at the moon.  Besides that, I believe I dress like a mostly normal person my age.  I normally wear cargo shorts, high black socks, vans, occasional snap back hat, and oh yea, big thick rimmed hipster “Ray-Ban” glasses.  When I meet new people, usually my wolf shirts are one of the first things they comment on.  To understand how they help to construct my identity, you must first know that wolf shirts were originally worn in the 80s, and were worn by middle, to lower class kids.  This was because in the 80s wolf shirts were sold at stores such as K-Mart and Walmart, and were sold very cheap.  I wear wolf shirts because not only because Walmart started selling them again at very low prices, but also because I love the look of them.  As one of the few people who still wear these types of shirts, I feel it helps me stick out from everyone who wears modern T-Shirts.  My wolf shirts have helped me construct my physical identity, and have also helped me construct my identity online.
            One example of this is my Twitter username, “TheWolfShirtGuy.”  Anyone who follows me on Twitter then knows me by that name.  Another example of this is my current Facebook profile picture.  The picture shows me in a wolf shirt, accompanied by three of my friends, also wearing a few of my wolf shirts, and all of us are howling at the moon.  Wolf shirts are a big part of my identity right now in my life.  Some people whom I’ve met since I started wearing wolf shirts even go as far as to call me “wolf man”. 
            People who’ve known me since high school, back before I started wearing wolf shirts know me as David.  This is a prime example of identity construction.  Since I’ve started wearing wolf shirts, I’ve created an identity for myself.  Though a big part of my physical identity is my wolf shirts, believe it or not, that is not the only thing that constructs my identity.
            Location can also help construct your identity, depending on your location you might dress differently.  I dress differently when I’m at school from when I’m at home, or if I go to the store.  When at school, I dress in casual clothes, and wear tennis shoes, because I know I’ll be walking a lot.  When I go shopping at the store, I wear casual clothes, and very often slippers, because I like my feet being comfy as I shop, and if I’m at home, I wear comfy clothes from top to bottom, because I’m probably just chilling around the house relaxing.  You also construct your identity within your personal space. 
            My identity is shown in my personal space, my room.  I construct my room to fit my personal identity.  I keep my room semi clean, besides a couple of scattered school textbooks.  My room is well lit, my bed is made and my desk is straitened up.  These characteristics show my identity a little bit, but mostly just my traits.  What I believe shows my identity the best is in my room, is how I decorated it.  In my room, I have a chair that has my high school logo on it, this helps to show that I am school spirited.  On the walls of my room, I have two posters, one of a hula girl that says “ALOHA”, and one of Kid Cudi.  I also have a “TOMS” shoes flag pinned up on my wall.  The posters show my identity because I like Kid Cudi’s music, and I believe hula girls are very cute, and the flag shows that I wear “TOMS” and I love organizations that help people in need.  Another decoration I have in my room is a garden gnome who stands on top of my TV.  This is an inside joke between me and one of my friends, but it also shows how random my identity truly is.  An Xbox 360 lies on the floor.  This adds video gamers to my identity list.  I’ve played video games all my life, and I also believe history can also help our identity construction.
            Way back when I was younger, I’d play Gameboy games on “the brick”, and I turned out a gamer.  I believe history helps shape our identity.  Another example is how I used to love playing Frisbee outside when I was younger, and now that I’m in college, I love playing Ultimate Frisbee.  Another example of identity construction is some online videogames. 
            Some online games have you make a character, and design how they look.  This is one more form of identity construction.  When you make your character, you get to make them look however you want, within the games guidelines that is.  When I play online games I usually make a ridiculous looking character.  I try to make a very unusual looking character because then when I’m playing the game, people see my character running around, and it catches them off guard.  Online games also give you the option of being the opposite sex.  This is when identity construction is crucial.  When you choose to play as the opposite sex, you are constructing your identity in a misleading way.  Some people play online games and choose to play as the opposite sex then their own just to mislead people.  Some people might do this for a couple reasons, some guys play as girls so they can get free items off of guys in the game.  Some girls play as guys because they don’t want to look weak.  When playing videogames I usually play as a guy, but if I end up playing as a girl, I usually do it because the girl character has extra skill attributes, which makes her tougher than the guy characters.  
            Identity construction can be your physical style, or it can be your style online, whether on a website like Facebook and twitter, or an online game where you make your character.   Location also helps identity construction because it can influence how you dress and act.  You also have identity construction in your personal space, such as your room.  You get to decorate it how you want it to fit your personality. 

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